Fighting Myself Lyrics

by Linkin Park

Now, sometimes these thoughts in my head speak so loud
Every little thing that I think about
Just built on top of the pain and doubt
Even though I wanna just let it out, I
Try to act like I don′t mind it, try to keep my mouth so quiet
But sittin' there in my silence, just seems to amplify it
When I thought that keepin′ this inside would make it better
I never thought that I would end up ruining it forever
But everytime I think, I got everything put back together
I end up making more regrets, making more regrets

Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
Fighting myself, I always lose
Fighting myself, I always lose

I didn't want you to think I′m worn out so easily
I wish I′d held in, so you never knew what built up inside of me
Now, I don't know how it overflows, spill out unwillingly
But now, everything that I learned to hate came out for you to see
I don′t want you to promise
You can change everything and make it better
'Cause you can bet, I′m gonna end up ruining it forever
But everytime I think, I got everything put back together
I end up making more regrets, making more regrets

Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
Fighting myself, I always lose
Fighting myself, I always lose
Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could′ve changed it all from the start
Fighting myself, I always lose
Fighting myself, I always lose

I can't run with this weight on my back
I can't see ′cause I′m focused on the past
I can't breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside of me
I can′t run with this weight on my back
I can't see ′cause I'm focused on the past
I can′t breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside of me

Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could've changed it all from the start
I can't breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside of me
Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could′ve changed it all from the start
I can′t breathe, I need to break free
From the anger that is constantly inside of me