The song lyrics deal with feelings of confusion, loss, and the impossibility of having a particular person.
The protagonist feels privileged and lost at the same time after an extraordinary experience, when she is sent back to her reality.
The lines show how the protagonist struggles with strong emotions and an existential crisis, especially in relation to the person she loves.
A sense of exposure and loneliness is conveyed when the protagonist talks about her extraordinary experiences.
The repetition of the lines emphasizes the desperate thoughts and intense emotional burden that the protagonist feels as she grapples with love, loss, and existential search.